The pain, it feeds my anxiety, please don't use the knife It lets me hope, drives me to despair, tells me I'm still alive The pain, it numbs my perception, please don't use the hammer I know that its not personal, but I'm scared of your quiet manner My wife, my kids, they wait for me, please don't go ahead It makes me cry to realize, that in the end I'll be dead My skull is broken, my stomach pierced, I snore through my broken nose My thoughts are with my family, while I breath my final dose As the yellow bag comes down on me, I realize this can't be right Implements made to create a thing, now used to end a life My wife, my kids, they wait for me, please don't go ahead It makes me cry to realize, that in the end I'll be dead Maniacs on a killing spree, sworn to leave a legacy of dread A cruel swath of brutality, first one done, twenty still ahead The fear is what has driven us to leave a life as prey To choose the path of dominance, where we let the weak ones pay The hammer blows erase our past, hatred fuels our mission Pointedly aiming for the head, battered beyond recognition