Crawling through shit with maggots and worms in the fundament of their sanctuary Never been someone, never knew anyone hiding in the shadows just to survive Dreaded and hated - a cripple, a monster doomed since birth, convicted by life Digging deeper to escape the cold darkness surrounds, condemned to watch the light Blind faith, blind hate, blind lust, blind obedience worshipping graven images Divine liturgy, divine torment a cry for salvation, a cry for help Burried with corpses - not forgotten, never known making my home a tomb Smothered and crushed, suffocating in blood the iron smell is taking me away A death without ever having really lived never even known myself Providence, fate, destiny, fortune a desperate try of holding onto manmade lies Blind faith, blind hate, blind lust, blind obedience worshipping graven images Divine liturgy, divine torment a cry for salvation, a cry for help