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I'm suffering from depression

The anger turned within

What do I gain for all my pain

Perhaps a seat in heaven?

Don't do what you want

Do what you're taught is right

Your life is built on paranoia and guilt

Don't forget your Valium tonight

The agony I must endure, my mind is painful and swells

The punishment for what I've done is forever the pains of Hell

How come what is natural has to be a sin?

Why would God give me this urge if I cannot give in?

They say don't give up

That Jesus loves me

But there are some things he doesn't forgive

I know I have sinned and am therefore worthless

And I don't deserve to live

I went down to my basement confused and depressed,

put Black Sabbath on

Razor blade in hand, a Wilkinson I think, ten slashes on each arm

My only wrong doing was being born human and

following my instincts

I never was happy, I never was sane, so I shall be extinct

The growing pool of crimson, at last I am pure

Witness my sanguineous penance

I don't need anyone, my soul's been set free

Death is total independence

Stand up straight

Stomach in

Shoulders back

Sound off

Angry neurotic Catholics

Angry neurotic Catholics

It's a sin - It's not a sin

Angry neurotic Catholics

Angry neurotic Catholics

It's a sin - It's not a sin