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I begin the cleansing

To filter my putrid mind

No longer can I stand

The creeping decay

Lunacy gropes within

Hacking at my flesh

The metallic taste of blood

To regain that which is lost

Purification through .... PAIN

I slowly turn the blade

Push through against the angst

Inflicting mortal wounds

Purification through .... PAIN

I shall pay

For sins against the inner order

That I committed - So I betrayed

The fire within myself

No remorse for the weak

Release me

Will not give in

Strenght regained

Scarred and battered

The will remains

Breathing stops

Heartfailure

Fading light

I will not mourn

I begin the cleansing

To filter my putrid mind

No longer can I stand

The creeping decay

My vision is cleared

Completely renewed

I again see the truth

While hacking away