Exorcising my right to live Steadily I search for meaning In a reflection That I do not recognize This face I can't remember Is the fractured piece of me Withholding tranquility Cut drain and pour This river of red overture When the water recedes Waves stretch in fear Finality Wash away Faults I made Bring me prosperity Gaze into the black under water Wounds never heal Even as we grow stronger Predetermined effigy Of who I am Predetermined effigy Who will I be Predetermined effigy Of who I am Predetermined effigy Symptom of humanity Consequential ultimatum Challenging my inner sanctum There is a line Once we choose to cross That will define The meaning of loss Turning of the tide I choose to move forward A feeling that had died Hanged drawn and quartered