I cannot turn my back now Everything I've done is out in the cold Guess I'll never be the same man Memories are all the treasure I hold You see me I'm a fallen hero The pit is my grave, the bottom so far Why do I dream to be cleansed by the fire How am I gonna be strong and so brave Losing my troubles is all I desire Live to shatter my pain - shatter my pain These endless lines of words are ringin' in my head like a bell in the church Replay's like a 50's movie Diggin' in my past an identity search Whatever it may happen A man doesn't change but the lines on his face