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As the sky turns black and the rain to blood,

my memories slowly torn from me...

I guess the life I intended on... I guess it will never be.

I can’t find any other way to justify

..I can not find my inner peace.

I can’t find any way to justify

thoughts of my life destroying me.

Darkness falls upon my eyes now

and one last thought remains with me,

...pictures of what I have done

are forever haunting me.

Deep in my mind I can’t let go to save my soul,

I curse at God, I beg and plead for this release

...from ...this ...life.

I can’t find any other way to justify

..I can not find my inner peace.

I can’t find any way to justify

thoughts of my life destroying me.

...never wanted to be this way.