Unbearable weight of mine Slowly crushing inside Time takes its toll Nothing left, my life disposed Living serves to rot what memories remain No peace to be found Nothing left to numb this pain What waking nightmare Has come to be I have no love of self or love for thee This life that I know - so dismal, so low Is surely ending for me Now in the silence of our suffering We listen to the lies we tell ourselves Seeking empathy, seeking solace Finding nothing Lies we tell ourselves Breaking the cycle comes to no avail Reaching out for help, yet sinking still Why carry on, everything has failed I’m all alone, no comfort to feel The spiral goes full tilt No turning back, my choice fulfilled Now in the silence of our suffering We listen to the lies we tell ourselves Seeking empathy, seeking solace Finding nothing Lies we tell ourselves Despair not the choice that I’ve made The pain too terrible to tolerate Now I rest my weary mind Finally sweet silence I find Now in the silence of our suffering We listen to the lies we tell ourselves Seeking empathy, seeking solace Finding nothing Lies we tell ourselves