Just a lie when you appear I cry alone, I hope you take these tears from me Sweetest care, every regret disappears Cold touch, I dream you dead but it’s so real Come the storm! Alive in a well-drawn cemetery Death lies on my side, spiting flames help me to see I’ ll die before my life Snow and screams fly out, my mind is a spider I admit the ruin inside - I feel it so well I admit the ruin inside - It brings me some flowers I admit the ruin inside - Some flowers and a bottle I admit the ruin inside - Some flowers and a bottle I sleep on the fire And when I open my eyes darkness makes me blind Beast, catch my wrists - beast, catch my wrists I admit the ruin inside - I feel it so well I admit the ruin inside - It brings me some flowers I admit the ruin inside - Some flowers and a bottle I admit the ruin inside - Some flowers and a bottle I go downstairs an hanging shape is there I go downstairs a white dress moves Stained walls, broken stairs Fear-ceremony, a tree near a cottage An old skeleton, falling dusk, my crawling misery Your words infect my eyes, icy blood inside my veins Your kiss kills my mind, it’ s like a suicide (x2)