I try to recover; to sweep my feeling far away from me; to live I don't tide over; I just want to disappear of this torment; I want to liberate my heart to live in the darkness;just in the life I don't want to grow up; but in mine to die I want to meet with the end for Him to reveal me what the life waited of me.I feel me free now out; and I cannot see.I cannot breathe!