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Loneliness keeps creeping in

Feelings of desperation

Crippling depression

Can’t bring myself to hide anymore

The illusion of wanting to help myself or others is fading rapidly

Falling off the fucking deep end

Trapped in a conscious state but paralyzed.

Drowning in this hell

Running out of options

Aim for rock bottom just to see how deep it goes

Hoping to land face first on an unforgiving surface

Waking up from a failed suicide

A lump in my throat and my eyes crusted shut.

Limbs are unresponsive and there's no one here to visit.