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Here I stand honestly

With my head in my hands

And my heart on my sleeve

Redemption never did me any good

Kept my voice held low like every good kid should

But I'm still here.

As a constant reminder

Of the things you once longed to be

I know you so well

you'll never change

(still) Using people for your own gain

I don't hate you

but I've got nothing to prove

All I have is a lack of respect for you

You are your problem

You just cant see

Always blaming others

Only you can set you free.

Close you eyes

But it wont go away.

Realisation is your only chance

To see you've got to change

P l a y i n g  g a m e s

I s n o t f o r m e

You are everything you said you wouldn't be.