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nervosa nervose

sails, on which I stride the sea

the captain of my ship

with carbographic memory

nervosa nervosa

eyes, with which I cannot see

my floating peace of hell

drags me down with the debris

far beyond the caress of reason

spires my self doubt citadel

you a hallow part

a silhouette once ever stark

asylum earned in hearts

until disciplin chiseled forth it’s mark

oh ironic how mania gnaws

in contempt or applauses

my mirror prance

its mangled glance

by the chrome arms tapered sheen

calculating my self worth on a machine

for pounds shed while drip fed

tucked me into the river bed

that rictus ribs caged me in

like icarus on Aushuitze wings

the path I paved

of shallow graves

framing fate

in amyl nitrate

and count the stars

however sparce

that I once set across the arch the dot to which align that path

still I could not crisson the constellation from the rourchack

my blindfold tight but i love what i see

ass tattered hair lays the crown

that edged beside royalty

on that throne no beuty bares

when beat black and blue

blue blood runs black