Fake sympathy In the smoke covering a noisy dialogue Stories of forgotten miseries Cause a dream with every tear Demands are increasing I'm losing control of all this Let those rusty faces Stop hunting me Time does not heal It just hides the pain and changes its appearance May those who don't have feelings be blessed Gates of paradise are always open to you Drawning in swamp Blinded by contempt I'll slip here Under the open sky April moon rises When trees turn to rust And source of the invisible light Dissolves in dust These drops of blood will not wash away our sins I buried you far away to forget this pain But every night your image appears to me Dead weight, ruthless murder I'm weaved of quicksilver lies There's no drop of pure blood in me I warped into something i hated Depraved dirt and amorality in human form I am not worthy of forgiveness, mutilated horse Cries of loss, broken eyes You will rid your fear of this shame Just let those fingers cut the wet flesh