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I look back into my past

And sadly, I realize

Everything good that I had

Is vanished, it did not last

My brain a maelstrom twisted

Dark thoughts and real fears

Drowning in the abyss of despair,

drowning in my bitter tears

Suffocating my soul

I’m losing all control

whispering twisted lies

reflects my sorrowful eyes

DES… PAIR…

And when I look at the mirror

And see my blanked, tired face

My reflection combines the fear

with despair and disgrace

Shadows dance around me whispering

As I gaze into the abyss

Lost in the chaos of my own creation

I’m consumed by the darkness

Screams of agony echo

As I confront the demons that lurk

Darkness surrounds, suffocating

Lost in a whirlwind of despair

suffocating my soul

I’m losing all control

whispering twisted lies

reflects my sorrowful eyes

DES… PAIR…

And when I look at the mirror

And see my blanked, tired face

My reflection combines the fear

with despair and disgrace

The life must go on

Or so they say

But I don’t know if I’m able

To live another day