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I destroyed all the controls of life secure and safe

And I killed all the answers on how to kill time

I ripped all the relations with all I was related

I lied all the reflections which I believe were mine

I lied

I lied I believe

I've brought so many things in to bend my consciousness

I've brought so many things home which I’ve never really needed

I spoke so many words without any meaning

I lied straight in the face which I believe was mine

I lied

I lied I believe