So fucked up I can barely walk I drank so much to don't think about wasting my life My future's black like a butthole bottleneck tells me the truth I'm uncomfortable! This life's a hole and we're descending My head's the door to the meaning of things I saw them behind a wall made of fog and mistakes I'm no more blind I am no blind! Insecurity that makes me weak pushes me away Away from what I seek But now I know Drive, don't obey, be the main Main Actor of your game [Lead: K. Venturini] Devoured inside by a sense of nausea Sick of your life Evil chases you Behind that door I found consciousness so now, am I the godsize of myself?