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As I sit here alone

I wonder if it’s worth it

Do I need to remain on this earth

Heartache and pain, are all I feel

“What’s the use?” I ask myself

One day we’ll all end up, 6 feet under

Why can’t my day be when I choose

Maybe one day i’ll wake up

I’ll wake up and regret my thoughts

But no one knows for sure

If this stupid little life will be worth it

Why can’t my brain function

In a way that isn’t self-destructive

I’ll never know, they’ll never know

I’ll drive myself mad trying to figure it out

Why me? Why me? it’s not fair

The universe is never fair

What makes us so special?

Why should anyone really care?

We are nothing in the grand scheme of things

Why me why me why me?

We’ll never truly know the answer

All we can do is hope for a cure

I’ll drive myself mad trying to figure it out

If I don’t end up 6 feet under, prematurely

Just know it’s because of you