No sleep it's been like this for weeks I've dug myself in deep Buried further in the heap Than dirty secrets that I keep Trying to fight insomnia Sleepless nights in mania All that's sweet begins to sour Right here in the devil's hour Disdain, hatred Complete distrust of the human fucking species Reclusive misanthropy Dehumanized isolated from society The antagonistic detestation Of a glorified abomination Demoralizing adulterations Eroding mentally My mind is stuck on overdrive Rapid eye movement, sleep deprived I'll bide my time and connive in disguise Just to make me feel once more alive The boiling hate deep down inside With just one glimpse you're terrified There's nothing else left out there for me These thoughts will haunt me in my dreams Disdain, hatred Complete distrust of the human fucking species Reclusive misanthropy Dehumanized isolated from society The antagonistic detestation Of a glorified abomination Demoralizing adulterations Eroding mentally Why rest my weary reddened eyes? Smoke rings to chase that second high There's no denial why would I lie? I couldn't sleep now if I tried I dread to drag myself to bed My restless legs this emptiness Escape the thoughts within my head I'll sleep forever when I'm dead.