I've been dead in this river for far too long but you haven't noticed I feel like i'm dragging myself through thorns just to get you to notice Oh mother i have failed you just like you knew you would Left to wither within the thorns The first child is reborn in scorn Bathe me in your excuses as the cowards mourn Idols of glass Just fucking bury me Oh child i have failed you just like you knew i would I don't know how it ever came to this The disposable son Idols of glass Oh mother i have failed you Oh father you have failed me Just fucking bury me