UNNERVING ATTEMPTS TO REGAIN CONTROL A STATE OF NO SOLACE, A MIND WITH NO HOME WHY MUST I BEAR THIS? UNRAVELED FROM WITHIN BITE THE BULLET INVOLUNTARY COLLAPSE BITE THE BULLET & DON THE MASK I SWALLOW THE AMMUNITION WHOLE COUGHING, BLEEDING, STREWN ON THE FLOOR MY MORTAL MIND I ABHOR