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Now I feel with deep regret

All those decisions that I made in the past

Thinking that I needed those feels

While now my body is laid to rest



The ghosts in my head want me to turn my temple into ruins.

I don't know how to stop them and tell them to leave me alone

They are very strong and they know my weakness



They make me feel good, but in the shadows they mistreat me

They say they love me, but they really hate me

I don't want this life, I never wanted this way

I know I'm not alone, almost everyone has them

In the presence of the night they get bigger

Although it doesn't matter when, because they always defeat me



Now I feel with deep regret

All those decisions that I made in the past

Thinking that I needed those feels

While now my body is laid to rest



I am led astray

I do things I don't want to do

I feel I'm cursed

So much risk will get me damned

I almost forgot what the sun was like

Freedom is a precious commodity

I feel I now have the strength to win

My eyes are no longer red and black



Slave of my own obsession

Corrupted to the depths of my being

A soul that wanders in sorrow

Shameless and oblivious to the outside world



Temptations

How can I say no?

Visions

Are they real?

Pressure

Is it necessary?

Pain



Corrupted by their forbidden substance

Erosion in my bones

My veins burn

My skin dries until it falls off by itself

My skin dries until it falls off by itself



Now I feel with deep regret

All those decisions that I made in the past

Thinking that I needed those feels

While now my body is laid to rest



The ghosts are gone

But they left hidden inside me

A time bomb

That exploded when I was finally happy