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I feel so cold when I come back home

I can feel the warm flowing of my blood

I can’t feel the rain nor a single sound

I feel burning up inside but still so cold

Convincing myself to be a beautiful being

Just does not mean a thing to me

Being aware of my beauty is so pointless

For it’s just being aware of my loneliness

I was the best friend to all my friends

But they always left me alone in the end

Now that I’m alone, I can say I hate them

When they talk of how well I treat them

I’m chained forever in the ocean of my dreams

No hope left for me, not a single ray of light here

My wasted heart will drown forever in this flood

Crawling in water and blood for eternity and beyond

Love ain’t the strongest force in this cruel world

There’s something even mightier I already know

It’s the force you need to force your loving heart

Not to manifest why it’s so badly torn apart

It’s a torture, and it’s painful and it will last forever

‘Cause your heart will never help you suffocate your love

It only becomes stronger, as an indomitable fire

It will burn and explode, an overwhelming rain of sounds