Alcohol is such a peaceful healer It matches so well with a tired soul Images of me take form in my head And they fade away as I close my eyes All is dark and beautiful in my dreams All fits so well with misfortune and fear And the symphony of my longing plays A melody I’ll surely forget when I wake up In my sleep I saw you smiling glad When I woke up I desired it was real It seemed so obvious that you were gone That I forgot the promise I’ve done I started crying so hard and intensely I tried to hold back but my bones were shaking No matter how desperate can be my desire You will never ever hear me when I cry