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Too much  evil around me shaped my life

Dark wounds on the soul that hurt inside

I don´t know compassion I don´t know any love

I have no future my inner demons will grow

Separation from normal life and human society

All things seem different with feelings of anxiety

The pleasure from hurting fills me perfectly

what I do is for me something heavenly

Victory and cruelty any hopes are so empty

Rapid death and damnation there is no salvation

Solitude and cold in the depth of my corrupted soul

They gave space to darkness that swallows me

Perverted acts for which I will have to confess someday

The hells gates will open for me for only this I pray

Victory and cruelty any hopes are so empty

Rapid death and damnation there is no salvation

Preaching about who to be and how to live your life

Punishment for mistakes and stabbing the soul with a knife

Mental abuse that creates a negative consciousness

Evil becomes commonplace and gives feel of happiness

Lies that have, turned to the truth

Dreams are, lost forever and everything nice with them too

The taste of the blood suddenly, became very apealing

And a strong desire for her remained in me like a healing