I can't stand this fucking blame on me (x2) Anger mixed with fear fills down my veins I cannot feel something different darkness that settled in my head spins a web of madness for several years I feel this All that i need to be heard Far Away, i can see, that rays of composure As I Pray, just for me to break this wall I'm sick of heaviness in my chest Give me strenght to rip it out This fucking pain that i can't stand All hopes have turned to stone I feel this All that i need to be heard Most likely, i'll get out I'll break a hand of grasp That held me by my heart I will spit this to death And now i'm stay, as i am Drawing strenght from my defeats