Longing for the nothingness, silent illusions Too exhausted to die Close to the truth but far from reality Anguish pines all our hopes It goes beyond a beautiful sight It shows endless impossibilities Meaningless is a renewed time It is an endless excess of pain and rapture Grief is a spark of life... life and death are the same Cry out and feel how I hate you to make it sense And when I am demising life in a dying end fear does not bewilder me