Deep Darkness of Spirit Lyrics


Deep dark inside

This is a depression

Where am I?? Who am I??

Can't hear voices in this world

Can't call help for escape from this world

I want to kill myself

But I still want to live

I want to kill myself

But I still want to live

I tried suicide, I want pleasure

But feel only suffering

I tried love me, I want pleasure

But feel only hatred

Deep dark inside

This is a desperation

I live for die, I had to lie

Shut out enjoy, shout out anger

Lose way in the vortex

I want to kill myself

But I still want to live

I want to kill myself

But I still want to live

I tried suicide, I want pleasure

But feel only suffering

I tried love me, I want pleasure

But feel only hatred

I am loser

But now notice, I am the only one

I tried suicide, but I stay here

Don't kill myself for future

I tried love me, so I got treasure

Don't hate myself for my love