I can't say goodbye with this face. I'm like an undead. Broken in mind and body. I rather walk in the rain than to use this umbrella. No one will help me even if I get soaking wet. It is no wonder. Because that's my choice. Tears were scratched away, Now can I see you? You're gone. I want you to hear me.In fact, I'm too cold to move. Voices in the sky. This is the judgment for rejecting you.I just accept it. I can't see you again. Everything, it was too late. I'm not prepared to lose. Everything, it was too late. Take me through hell now. Everyday,I think about it. Because I'm still alive. Everyday,I think about it. Because I'm still alive. Before I pull the trigger. Someone please listen to my selfishness. Even if it is ill fated, I miss you again. Everyday,I think about it. Because I'm still alive.