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Heavy breathing, you're looking back

Smell the ozone. Your chest collapsed

You can feel them calling

And they're saying all the things

That you don't understand

You try to cover your eyes

But see through your fingers

Like a bad dream that always continues

You fall to your knees in shame

Doing time in your own brain

The nightmare that never ends

Drunken with regret and fear

Nothing seems to be all so clear

How long will it last?

How long will it take?

I'm gonna take this with me to my grave

And I don't need you to point the finger

Because I've already thought

Of pulling the trigger

To carry life's burdens is a heavy weight

I know I've got to live with my own mistakes

Who the fuck are you to say

Doing time in my own brain

With the blood in my hands

Do I got time to live this down?

That I don't know only time will show

Time has no mercy. My friend

You said that you fought for the good

Or was it the good of your own?

I told you some things

That I probably never should have told

I was in a weakened state

I trusted you as a friend

I just want it all too