Cracked my weary eye's this morning , I never felt so fucking strange looked into the mirror, but I couldn't recognize the face It scared me shitless, I've never been so damn confused and beyond that I've got nothing left to lose Not myself today, I can't decide just why, I can't confirm or deny screaming at my self, got to know the reason why, God damn it! I can't even stand my own reply am I fucking crazy, is this some kind of hell and I say Fucked it, either way it's just as well Not myself today, I can't decide just why, I can't confirm or deny Not myself today, I can't decide just why, I can't confirm or deny There I've gone and done it, I finally got it right I pulled the trigger, Begat my suicide But I don't want to Die!, I don't want to die! But I don't want to Die! NO! Not myself today, I can't decide just why, I can't confirm or deny Not myself today, I can't decide just why, I can't confirm or deny I don't want to die! I don't want to die! Please hold my eye! Die!