Once, I as proud autarch Thought my perimeter clear The spearhead was fragmented then lost Yesterday a weapon, now mere crutch Soaring aquiline To tumbling blackbird A vanishing painting Cryosphere of solitude Slouching into coniferous darkness Forest of the esoteric Above and ahead, a gradient from grey into black Clasping a woodcut of the firmament While the cosmic abyss unfurls above me In the clearing I meet true emptiness Poised lotuslike as the acrid fire creeps then engulfs Ashes from black to grey and even white