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You live avoiding light like a ghost,

Look like disgusted by life misanthrope.

You hold your apparent indifference inside,

But I know, you subconsciously fear to die.

I want to melt away into nothing.

Why have you, God, made it a law not to commit suicide?

There seems to be no hope in this world.

This evil is to spread if it isn't destroyed immediately.

Stop to hide...

From your life...

Hours vanish away...

Step over your feigned pain...

You see - your life is fading

With your nonchalance.

Your Remedy is waiting

But you refuse it exists...

I would have cried in despair

If the silence had not pressed upon me

Like a weight that held me paralyzed

I could not breathe enough

To realize what had happened with me

I thought I was dead already

But no, I am still alive...

So primitive your thinking is

Your kind of man is doomed to perish.

Your mind is broken into thousands pieces

Gather them all and you will survive.

You try to keep away from the whirl of life

Dreaming about better world every night.

People around are so queer for you

But no, you're erratic yourself, and it's true.

I'm so exhausted by this anxiety depression

My hopes and dreams are doomed to disappointment

I feel completely dwarf by my surrounding

I don't want to be the victim of circumstances anymore.