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My heart hurts every time

I see them laughing

I want to gouge out my eyes

So I can't see them happy

Jealousy eats me from the inside

No one beside...

Misery has become my only friend

Soon is my end

I rot in my loneliness

I'm in the crowd but no one cares

I'm like a ghost

I'm invisible...

Loneliness has fucked up my poor brain

Oh this pain...

Everything has lost its meaning

I'm only dreaming

Of taking my life and someone with me