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My daily life consists of pain

It feels like I swallowed a blade

Being alive fucking sucks

Eternal nothingness

That's what I want

Being mindless

Not having any thoughts

And not living in this rotten world

My depression seems funny to me

I laugh at my misery

Walking on the streets reminds me of my loneliness

They have friends

They have everything

Shoot me in the fucking head

So I don't live in this living hell