It's time to go through winter fog It's time to make my silent nest To look inside my soul and touch her neck The night I dreamed two years ago Has brought to me her coldest snow Falling from an eye I still don't know Don't sit here, don't take my tears Don't pray here don't kill the beast So try to call it life, so try to kiss the forest or the sky I hang my shining mind on a weeping willow… …the shadow of suicide "My life is like a broken bowl A broken bowl that cannot hold One drop of water for my soul".