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I’ve seen the black clouds, close in on me

Felt the disappointment, rain down on me

My life is nothing, an empty shell, full of self-loathing and futility

Frustration takes a hold, callous quick and cold

Losing the human race, worms are what await

I lie alone again, trapped in the arms of pessimism

Every breath that I take, seems more like a waste

No guiding light

No fucking hope

Only confusion

Behind a wall of smoke