My mind pumps death into my arteries you're reaching into me I'm embracing you your mind pumps death into all of us then silence this is progress I think I'm crawling in the black I hear you screaming in my head the sky is soil, deadly embrace inhale darkness - exhale life until I'm nothing and from the nothing I will rise I am floating, I can feel the nothingness nothing is worth surviving nothing is worth how could I let him end me in the shape of a rotten tree I stand and stare into his cold eye this curse has darkened my soul how could I suppress this I should have known no way out breathe in the air