I can see your disappointment
You can keep it to yourself
'Cause I never made any promises
Didn't pretend to be someone else
What do you expect from me?
Why should I be acting like a fool?
Tearful eyes always look so innocent
But that ain't gonna make me fall for you
So don't look at me this way
'Cause I'm sick, sick, sick of it
I've been paying for believing
In the lies that I've been told
For my faith and for my hopes
I've had enough
If it's human to be hurtful
Then I'm better off alone
Building walls around my soul
These walls are now my home
Pain can turn a man into someone else
Change the way he sees the world
Take me as I am or leave me alone
Too late to take control of the past
I've been lied to, I've been hurt
Say what you want but it's all just words
I know this ain't what you deserve
Sometimes damage can't be reversed
You will never really know me
Like I will never really trust in you
Don't you blame me for my honesty
I'm not mean, I just tell you the truth
So don't look at me this way
'Cause I'm sick, sick, sick of it
So don't look at me this way
Cause I'm sick, sick, sick of it
I've been paying for believing
In the lies that I've been told
For my faith and for my hopes
I've had enough
If it's human to be hurtful
Then I'm better off alone
Building walls around my soul
These walls are now my home