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Is there a plan

Is there a golden thread

'Cause I could use

Something that I can hold on to

Should I give up

Before I even tried

Should I believe

Or should I not even ask about it

Why am I here

Who am I meant to be

Should I decide

Or should I wait for destiny

Am I supposed

To make a real change

Or am I born

To witness the end of the world

Here I stand questioning

Everything I am

I need someone's help

'Cause I lose myself

In my thoughts again

Wake me up

Pull me out

Of the hole I'm in

Give me a little sign what I do is right

Or I'll lose my mind

All my thoughts of love and life

They won't let me sleep at night

I search for truth with bloodshot eyes

I need answers to survive

I close my eyes

And bury my head in my hands

Like I always did

I close my eyes

And bury my head in my hands

Like I always will

I tell myself I'll fail

I'm my own worst enemy

I'm standing in my own way

My thoughts are killing me

Why do I doubt

I tell myself

That I'm not good enough

Ignoring all the words of true appreciation

Am I too blind

To see what's going on

Why do I doubt though I'm getting so much affirmation

What if I fail

What if I disappoint

Everyone

I wanted to be proud of me

I need a rest

My thoughts are killing me

I fade with every breath I take

Here I stand questioning

Everything I am

I need someone's help

'Cause I lose myself

In my thoughts again

Wake me up

Pull me out

Of the hole I'm in

Give me a little sign what I do is right

Or I'll lose my mind

All my thoughts of love and life

They won't let me sleep at night

I search for truth with bloodshot eyes

I need answers to survive

I close my eyes

And bury my head in my hands

Like I always did

I close my eyes

And bury my head in my hands

Like I always will