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Bless me father for i have killed far too many men

I've been screaming for fucking hours

And staring at this gun for days

He said, "I know what you're thinking, and you should be ashamed"

Where has my youth gone?

Deprived of the only thing i've known

"Hold on!" you cried

In the midst of the night

"Look to God to show you the light"

Where did all the violence go?

Your sickness weighs a tonne

Where did all the bodies go?

A shot of air to the blood

It's my life

That you hate

I've seen it all

And i will take this to the grave

"Searched hard for you

And your special ways

To watch as you slowly

Slip away

I knew that the feeling wouldn't end

When a shattered heart is hard to mend"

An irrational formation

'Round my supernatural heart

Who let you inside

These walls of my conscience?

A cage of vein and bones

Awash by my own self loathing

Super imposed hatred upon my delicate soul

Screaming out at this gun for days

Where did all the violence go?

Your sickness weighs a tonne

Where did all the bodies go?

A shot of air to the blood

It's my life

That you dictate

I've seen it all

I will take it it to the grave

"Searched hard for you

And your special ways

To watch as you slowly

Slip away

I knew that the feeling wouldn't end

When a shattered heart is hard to mend"

Sensory error reconciles my mechanic apathy

I am coded into a void...

Bless me father for i have killed far too many men

I've been screaming for fucking hours

And staring at this gun for days

He said, "I know."

You should be ashamed