Isolation, trepidation, walls close in around me Siren songs of grief call forth my labyrinth……of loathing absurdity Without warning, falling through the chasms in my mind Bleeding anguish, drip-feeds my abyss……a 1000 years wide Self-defeating Guilt unceasing Overpowering All devouring Rest never dwells Hope never comes Waves of silent screams Never ending My hell compels mourning….for all that could have been And never was