(Lyrics: Hacky in winter 2003) Insidious deception In my imploded mind Dismal pure perception Penetrates all my life Grow numb in front of the mirror Seeing my skin full of boils Get fucked up every day Hoping for my salvation Depressions Deprave all my days Slaver For my deliverance Dependence and suicide Rule all my life Lonely and terrorized Emotions fade away Depressions Deprave all my days Slaver For my deliverance Death The only way to flee Humility Is no more hunting me