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Still, so many stones that obstruct the way

Yet, so many tears that flooded your eyes

And all the grief that that spelled doom for you

A hard blow that hit you deep,

A sudden loss that burned your hopes to ash

And all the pain haunts you like a ghost

In a really bad nightmare

It's the bitter truth at the end of the line

No way back just the pain that speaks,

That speaks the words of accusation

A sting of remorse aches within

And leaves coldness deep within my soul

It's really serious how you suffer inside

Your name is eternalized in my heart

Forever your words will echo

Your words of love and devotion still caress my heart

This is your only bequest and I will keep this remembrance

Until the sky darkens and the pain, the solitude kills me

Locked up in a veiled inner panic-room

It's so very cold, desperate and oppressive

Life and death are struggling for their prevalence

Forsaken i retreat into my shell

Still, so many thoughts lost in the past

Yet, so many lights that stopped to shine

And all the feelings that...that wither on the vine

A hard blow that opened your eyes

A sudden loss that shattered your fragile world

All the pain descends upon you

You're the lead in worst case scenario

The pain that the speaks the words,

Laying the blame on you

Forevermore solitude attends me

But maybe one day time can heal

Your deep wounds that ruled the bitter years

All the tears have washed away your woes

Just a dream, just an illusion? For now...