Deeper into the abyss I fall,
I always knew it’d be this way,
No matter how hard I tried,
The reality is life isn’t fair,
Some people aren’t meant to live good lives,
I just couldn’t cope,
The pain was more than I could bear.
No one knows how bad it was,
They say you know when you’re about to die,
that feeling cannot be explained,
I’ve lost track of how many needles,
I was certain that nod would be the last,
but somehow I quit for good.
Now here I am, just as empty as ever,
I’m even worse than before,
I’m just a shell of a man,
No one lives here anymore
I am nothing, I am no one,
My only regret, is that the heroin didn’t kill me.