Hello old friend, you’ve returned again, Memories of a past, I tried hard to forget Remnants of trauma, I can’t shake it I’m fucked up for life, The psychological damage is too far, I’ve forgotten how to cry, There’s nothing on my shirt, undeserving of love, I hope they can forgive me, Mourning that which once was, is, and will be, Finding warmth in the cold, I don’t know how to function, In search of something I hope I know when I find it.