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The dawn approaches as I return to the lair

My master prepares me to meet my first light

Sleep will offer no solace to this nightmare

To which I've become maligned

The visions of honor and addictions to flesh

The daymares destroy what peace I may find

Unconscious, a mind in turmoil a maelstrom of unearthed rage

Subconscious controlling me, binding me to the unending pain

Assimilate the abhorition a slave to flesh and blood

Creation of death incarnate tortured demon I have become

Hallucinations betray my eyes diseased to my dismay

Evisceration of human souls, a menace form the sky

Penance, an act of contrition for sins I must commit

Bloodlust the gift of life drips slowly from divine lips

Recidivist, the betrayer of God possessed by the quest for blood

Congeal the wounds inflicted venesection of my inner wounds

Genuflections virgin offerings to my master undefiled

Heretic ritual unholy sacrament the transcendent mockery of life

Sanguinary (Bloodthirst) Avarice (Placation)

Sacrilege (Unholy One) Supplicate (The Offering)

Sanctuary (Of The Dark) Sacrifice (Sacrament)

Infidel (Of Life) Disciple (Of Death)

I have become the unholy apostle of death

The blasphemer supreme and embodiment of evil

I feed I bleed I kneel

At the altar of my life's delusion and my deification

The blood cleanses my veins and burns at my heart

I rip at my soul and fail in dementia's grasp

The carnage the butchery the decimation

The banishment of myself to slaughter to the undead I've become

Decimate (The Masses) Emasculate (The Blood)

Blaspheme (The Graves) Masticale (The Flesh)

Consecrate (The Oath) Desecrate (The Altar)

Subjugate (My Soul) Annihilate (The Master)

He Must Die In The Fires Of My Soul...........