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can't control myself

I am past that point

an unconscious boiling point that seems to control me

life long branch of my

reactive conduct

an explosive boiling point that has control of my...

actions are impulsive

my actions are impulsive and blind

is there comfort I don't know of

any solace soon forthcoming

burning white hot at the center

this faculty renders pain

sneaky neighbor feigns its cover

all i have is realization

heat begins to fill my gut and guilt fills up my mind

why can't I

why can't I

why can't I

can't I cope?

I'm a prisoner of myself with

allies that I push away and

the only way there is change is

if I start the climb

start the climb

start the climb

start the climb

make your step