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is there cause in this life

I try hard to be moral

who can hear when I say

or wonder what should be done

spectors, spirits, poltergeists

omnipotent ghosts

floating in nothing?

trudging onward through this muck

tolerate disquietude

wanting to subdue the thoughts

that aren’t a part

how to accept / how to know for sure

is there any salvation from this?

what can I do while I am still here?

the worst part is just not knowing what succeeds