I make a novel decision
An unconscious tendency
I bring to the surface of my conscious
My mundane self will deny
My human part will try to fight
But the strength of my innermost conviction is Alive
I choose to enter the innermost and outermost dark
I choose to step away from the light
I choose to deny god
I choose damnation over enslavement
Over human pettiness
I choose the contradictory
The path that most deny
The path my self denies
But the strength of my innermost conviction is Alive
It pulsates and manifests
It guides me through the inner denial
I choose the contradictory
The path that most deny
The path my self denies
But the strength of my innermost conviction is Alive
It pulsates and manifests
It guides me through the inner denial
